(via kkkill)
Today I wish I got to cuddle all day and just watch movies. That didn’t happen today was a bad day for way too many reasons. If I see you ever again I hope you get the kicked shit out of you. You don’t do that to people. My phone completely broke I lost everything on it before I could even write down everything I wanted. I got into a fight with my family. My anxiety for getting my wisdom teeth out is getting terrible. All I did today was cry, I never cry anymore whats is going on with me.
One good news is I am getting the droid incredible 2 which is pretty exciting, but not having a reliable phone for a couple of days is going to suck a lot.I am getting my teeth out even though I am scared. I will be in less pain in the long run. And to be honest you take up a lot of my thoughts now. Who would of ever guessed this one. You are very different from anyone I talk too. I like it though
(via kkkill)
I am so scared to lose you. It terrifies me everyday that one day you will be gone.
(via alllllli)
I am so happy now a days, who would of knew. I love every second of it. The one thing that does suck is I have a month and 17 days until I leave.
(via fxckyeahhh)
(via sevendayswithoutyou)
I am going to miss this cat so much, I really do no want to leave her here in ma. She is honestly the best cat ever. Boss cat
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I need to be creative again, I need to make new things. I want to make new hair accessories and make clothes. It has always been a passion of mine. When I was younger I would draw and draw cloths and created so many things that one day I would like to make and that sketch book is gone now. I need to start drawing, I need a job so I can buy all of the materials.
Speaking of a job, I would really like one just so I can have a little bit of money for the rest of the time I am here. I need gas to see all my friends since Stef and I are the only ones with cars apparently and have to drive everywhere. I want to be able to get tattoos and get my nose pierced. I need to buy all black clothes for school. I want to go to six flags one last time before I move. I need to go to Hampton and all the other beaches too because when I move I will be so far away from the beach. I want enough money to give my parents a nice date together because they do so much for me and I am really grateful for everything they do for me. I need a job to fix my car before the trip to Arizona too.
I hate that everyone I talk to about moving gets upset with me and tell me it isn’t fair that I am leaving. That there going to miss me and it honestly makes it so hard for me to want to leave. It truly makes me so sad. I hate that I just recently meet the coolest people and in two months I have to leave. Why couldn’t you guys come sooner. I love hearing though that I am going to have the best time when I do move. That I will have so much fun and meet really cool and exciting people there. I am also excited to live with my grammy. She makes me really happy and she doesn’t care what I do with my life as long as I am not in trouble and that I am happy. I really can not wait to finally go to school. I have been waiting for this day since 5th grade. I still can’t believe I have wanted to be a hairdresser for that long. I wont regret that decision ever. I am really hoping for the best right now.
